Interpretation

I am sitting right now in my hot, humid room, staring at the house in front of me. Something inside me forces me to look up and see the sun, setting slightly into the background. The whole sky is pink, slightly. Like a beginning of a climax, it teases you, wrinkles your senses and mind into a temptation, a want, a longing for the whole thing to just come upon you, devour you – the sunset. Sometimes you want to touch it, but some beauty is untouchable. Sometimes you want to be part of it, but some wishes are never to be. So you get mad at it, at this beauty, in confusion to what you are supposed to do with it. You can’t touch it, you can’t hold it and it hurts to love it from so far away. Sometimes you wonder, does it enjoy my beauty as much as I enjoy its? Nature is such a peculiar thing. A nature of a thing, aren't we all of one nature? My eyes then shift to a calendar hanging beside the window. Its pages are still turned to April. Do I live in the past? In my past emotions, events, emotions of those events? Do I drag on my life, expecting things to be the way they were, because once you pass a certain concept, you only start to cherish its existence once it perishes? Like childhood naps, everyone hated them – what a perfectly good waste of a sunny day, one would think. And now, you only wish you had enough time for one. Sunday, Monday, Tuesday.. Did you ever wonder why the days of the week were named the way they were? And who officially names them? What a funny thing to think, I just love how people decide on the “rules” of a language, when initially it all just happened almost spontaneously…

And that is my thought of the day… a depressing thought, really. I thought of a much better thought today though :) Read on if you care enough ;)

I was talking to myself in the mirror, yes, that often happens if you ask… Well no, not really, what is even more funny is that I’m imagining myself talking with an English accent as I am writing this, don’t ask silly questions… off coarse I’m not insane!

Anyway, and so I was thinking, that this life really has nothing bad in it for you. It is not a dungeon of torture, as previously was thought or often is thought, it is all up to your interpretation. You see, our experiences are all subject to the following:
- Our perceptions
- Our mindset part of the perception
- The actual experience
Looking at our psychology, to understand a situation a person must first physically experience it, and that is dependant on the actual sensual experience – which again would be different for everybody. But more importantly, it is also subject to the momentary mind set that the person has and is in at the moment of the experience and more specifically – at the moment of interpretation of that experience. This mind set acts as a net, or as a thing you wash fruit in – sieve? Yes, anyway, it leaves things in it – for further interpretation or memory – whatever you personally choose to leave in it. And it is important to not forget that the mindset that the person is in, is perfectly under their own control – so if they are sad, it is their choice to come out of that sadness… if they are happy, well, that’s great :) So the person, then, will understand their experience, primarily depending on their mind set, because it sieves it! If you are upset, everything around you will seem upsetting, it is not necessarily that you are attracting these negative things to yourself, which could also take place, but primarily it is your perception/understanding/i

interpretation of the surroundings that is telling you that it is upsetting you, it probably is not even the case. So, conclusion! Be aware of your own mindset, because it will bias your interpretation of everything. If you are aware of it, and how it is that it is biasing, you can change it ;)

Just trying to make your interpretation of life taste a little sweeter ;)
Uuu here is another verse that will make you a tad happier:
I love you! :)

Have a great day! :)